T.T

it had been a few weeks seens i last played basketball......
infect, i'm really CRAVING for baskteball a lot....
plan to play at school this saturday....
but don't know can or not....
well, let's just leave it to God to decide.....
let's just pray, care to help me pray too????? xT

these days my mood not so good either....
often get angry with people.....THAT'S ME!!!!!!!
and sometimes i feel sad too.....
someone hurt me like what....
that person always sacrifice so much for me already and i don't want more...
cause i don't wanna owe her/him anything if i hurt her/him...
plus, i'm also haunted with what had happen in the past....
just because i wanted him to accompany me until i sleep, he didn't have enough sleep.....
i don't want that person to go through the same thing as him but she/he didn't understand me at all......
she/he still treated me cold....
why that person like that??????
i just don't wanna feel sorry for anyone anymore and i also don't want that person to suffer just because of me....
i made that person suffer a lot just because of my regreting doing before and now that person's the one suffering which i don't know how to help...T.T
and HELL, i don't feel sorry for that guy though.....FOREVER NEVER!

so, what should i do now?????
i don't wanna hurt anyone besides me anymore....
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!T.T

sorry for CRAPING about my stuffs....
i just cannot tell how sad am i.....
i just hope everything will be better tomorrow or later....T.T