you told me you're afraid of being alone,
so i said that i'll accompany you no matter wherever you are.....
but now you start being another person again.......
i do this also wrong, i do that also wrong.....
and i thought you'll give me a different life than i had before but I WAS WRONG....
you're giving me more and more pressure in doing everything....
you said i don't wanna hiu you and S***** them but i DIDN'T lo........
so is S*** L*** and J*****.....
i know they're not that type of person le...
i didn't dare to talk to you it's cause i feel GAN GA...
i did so many things that made you unhappy and if i say something i'm afraid i hurt you la.....
and i also didn't dare to talk to you this morning it's cause you look unhappy, so i don't dare to boder you...
but now you say i don't wanna hiu you????
what's wrong with you la???
why you suddenly kept thinking negative about me???
am i that bad to you???T.T
i tried my best making you happy as my sister but now you like that....
you're really hurting me inside la....
i don't know how hurting is it but all i know is it hurts more deeper than always....
i just want us to be happy always without any conflicts....
i did everything to keep you happy....
i gave up everything to keep you happy but now........................T.T
i'm not blaming you but i just wanna tell you how i feel everytime you like that treat me.....
i'll tell S*** L*** everything you tell me it's cause she's the second person which will listen to my stories....
i don't dare to tell it to anyone else except YOU and HER.....
if i don't tell it to her then to WHO????
nan dao you want me to go through it all myself ma???T.T
i just don't know how to describe my feelings now but i know I'M DEAD INSIDE....T.T
hope you'll understand me and give me the chance to understand you either....
i know i didn't do good as YOUR SISTER but i hope you'll give me a chance to do better..........
got to go....
don't really have the mood to write a lot....
byebye........
my tears are dropping while updating this post.....
I HOPE YOU'LL CHANGE TO THE PERSON I KNEW BEFORE...T.T
so i said that i'll accompany you no matter wherever you are.....
but now you start being another person again.......
i do this also wrong, i do that also wrong.....
and i thought you'll give me a different life than i had before but I WAS WRONG....
you're giving me more and more pressure in doing everything....
you said i don't wanna hiu you and S***** them but i DIDN'T lo........
so is S*** L*** and J*****.....
i know they're not that type of person le...
i didn't dare to talk to you it's cause i feel GAN GA...
i did so many things that made you unhappy and if i say something i'm afraid i hurt you la.....
and i also didn't dare to talk to you this morning it's cause you look unhappy, so i don't dare to boder you...
but now you say i don't wanna hiu you????
what's wrong with you la???
why you suddenly kept thinking negative about me???
am i that bad to you???T.T
i tried my best making you happy as my sister but now you like that....
you're really hurting me inside la....
i don't know how hurting is it but all i know is it hurts more deeper than always....
i just want us to be happy always without any conflicts....
i did everything to keep you happy....
i gave up everything to keep you happy but now........................T.T
i'm not blaming you but i just wanna tell you how i feel everytime you like that treat me.....
i'll tell S*** L*** everything you tell me it's cause she's the second person which will listen to my stories....
i don't dare to tell it to anyone else except YOU and HER.....
if i don't tell it to her then to WHO????
nan dao you want me to go through it all myself ma???T.T
i just don't know how to describe my feelings now but i know I'M DEAD INSIDE....T.T
hope you'll understand me and give me the chance to understand you either....
i know i didn't do good as YOUR SISTER but i hope you'll give me a chance to do better..........
got to go....
don't really have the mood to write a lot....
byebye........
my tears are dropping while updating this post.....
I HOPE YOU'LL CHANGE TO THE PERSON I KNEW BEFORE...T.T
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