I Can't Stand My Life

i can't STAND IT anymore!!!!!!!!!
why people around me keep giving me pressure!!!!!!
what i do is surely WRONG de ma???!!!!!!!
i use the computer to listen to songs, my mum still accuse me for using it to play...
W HAT THE FUCK LA?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i still got problems between someone again........
why can't they stop PRESSURING me???!!!!!
you guys want me to go CRAZY then you're happy with it......
IZIT??????!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm doing my VERY BEST in my studies and all sorts of problems le......
you guys still don't think it's enough????!!!!
how much you guys want me to do then count ENOUGH to you guys????!!!!!
some times i really cannot stand the pressure and really wanna HURT MYSELF la!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm going MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why is my life like that????
y???? y?????? y?????T.T