Hurt And Disappointed

i know i'm quite ABNORMAL to you guys cause i'm TOMBOYISh...
but can you guys not say it out???
it hurts me real deep, you know???
i just don't wanna say it out nia...
i scared later i hurt you guys ki....
haiz.....
i just had a haircut just now....
i cut till quite short lo...
don't know how to face people with this kinda hair tomorrow....
i know my hair looks like a BOY to you guys but this is the kind of hair i like ma....
cause it's difficult playing basketball with my previous hairstyle la...
so PLEASE......
show some support and not break my heart la....
haiz................
and YOU.............
i'm quite scared of what people think about my hair le....
but you still got the mood to say you'll laugh at me if you see me tomorrow....
it's really hurting, you know???!!!!
at this kind of time i would like some comfort and support from you....
BUT..............................
that's why i'll say W** N** is better then you....
cause at least she'll give me some confident...
NOT LIKE YOU......
very disappointing and hurting le.......
i don't wanna tell you this straightly cause i scared i'll hurt you...
and i also don't know how to face you after what had happen.....
that's why i'll wanna say BYEBYE......
all i want is some SUPPORT, COMFORT and CARE from you le....
PLEASE don't feel down after reading this.....
i just wanna tell you what i feel...
that's all.....
still LOVE YOU....................
MUAKZZZZ^^